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- This is how I feel:
pessimistic
Now I'm back =[[
- This is how I feel:
I miss being with Sean
I miss hockey. I miss my hockey firends. I miss tearing up the ice. I miss strategizing plays. I miss the rush of the cold air as it whips across my face. I miss the feeling of pride when a perfect play is completed. I miss the sense of team unity. I miss partying with my teammates. I miss the long car trips. I miss the loud locker room music. I miss getting off the ice feeling broken down and weary. I mis the butterflies of anticipation that filled my stomach before each game. I miss the drive of wanting to get better with each stride I took. I miss the rush. I miss it all.
- This is how I feel:
nostalgic
The scariest thing isn't the prospect of change, or the looming future, the knowledge that we're at the end of our beginning and we have to grow up.
The scariest thing is when you realize you're ready to grow-up. You're ready to go ahead. And in some ways you want to. The scariest thing is knowing everything that you'll be leaving behind.
I want to graduate, go to college and get my degree, go to Europe!, start my life. I, for the first time in my life, want all of that. And I'm not so much afraid of it anymore. But at the same time I can't help wanting to cry for everything 'll be leaving behind.
For all my friends who have gotten me this far. Who I will always love, who will always stay with me. Senior year means grabbing our futures, looking forward, moving on, but never forgetting. Thank you; all of you. Thank you.
- This is how I feel: It's all so bittersweet
I have found my number one priority. =]
Summer o8. It's been beautiful, wonderful, freedom. It's been heat, sun, stars, ocean waves crashing, cool breezes, thunderstorms. It's been love and friendship. It's been, in a way, the beginning of an end and the end of a beginning.
It was our last summer as students attending our little Rochester are school district.The last summer we look forward to getting schedules so we can compare to see who is in our classes. The last summer we go into school to set up our lockers. The last summer we have of the freedom of truely being a kid. And the first summer that we had to seriously think about the future. Our future. We've taken the step over the threshold of the rest of our lives. And honestly? I've half scared to death and have incredibly amazed and excited.
- This is how I feel:
complacent - This is my music:Stay With Me (Brass Bed) -Josh Gracin
-homework
-Extended Essay
-planning for CAS hours
-trying to do college stuff
-Sean
-no Sean [he works entirely too much. I'd say having one day off in a week is overdoing it a little]
-no friends [you're all so busy all the time =( ]
-fires with my neighbors [oh mad fun]
-a fire with Chris and Kyle making things exactly how they were a few years ago.. minus the awkward factor of Kyle asking about Sean when Chris left once. I would've rather had Chris there, he's like my safety blanket from Kyle. And them asking me to go camping with them [um, I think they forgot I'm a girl] and them deciding I'm not evil like all other girls [talk about sweet]
-allie and susan a veyr little bit [definitely not enough
-playing lots of solitaire to procratinate
-working out for an hour daily
-lots of daydreaming
-summer school starting in a few days
-pressure to set up college interviews
-Street hockey tournament planning
-lots and lots of books =)
-missing the ocean like crazy
-making plans that have had no follow-through
-being sick [since Friday]
-all-in-all, pretty boring, but much better than last year
I think someone really needs to get me out of my house.
- This is how I feel:
sleepy - This is my music:Gravity-Sara Barielles [which I somehow no longer have]
- This is how I feel:
peaceful
I feel like I've been writing song lyrics to songs that don't exist all over the place. It's not even poetry, It's formatted like song lyrics. How odd. Yet I enjoy it.
Hold me tighly, pull me closer.
I need your strength.
I need all your love.
especially on this lonely night.
And later, when you can't be here,
I'll remember this night
and forever it will make us infinite.
- This is how I feel:
creative - This is my music:ahahah oh my god "discovery channel"....
